lol
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Oh my school
Sitter här och vräker i mig chips och dricker cola medans jag kollar på Oh my school. Lajk, the best variety show evaaaaah [bortsett från Strong Heart och Star King]
Blogg.se har ändrat designen hära och jag är jätteförvirrad O__o oh well, får väl leva med det!
Kan aldrig bli trött på Yeol, he's so pervertedly cute IDEKdjskljd
Blogg.se har ändrat designen hära och jag är jätteförvirrad O__o oh well, får väl leva med det!
Kan aldrig bli trött på Yeol, he's so pervertedly cute IDEKdjskljd
Feelings
Sitter här med lite blandade känslor inför morgondagen. Är glad för att jag går ut åttan och att det blir sommarlov, men lite smått ledsen i ögonen för att niorna går ut.
Men allt i allo så är jag väl ändå ganska lättad. På något konstigt sätt som jag inte kan förklara.
Att man ska lämna vissa som man har delat många fina stunder med är ganska deprimerande. Vissa flyttar medans vissa stannar i byn, vilket underlättar om man ska hålla kontakten. För det ska jag försöka att göra, även fast jag är socialt awkward och är inte bra på att kom ihåg saker, så ska jag försöka!
Det känns inte som någon idé att jag går och lägger mig för kommer ändå inte kunna somna så ja..Så här sitter jag och håller på att pissa på mig och kollar på 2NE1TV. cuz ajm awesome.
Men jag hoppas ni alla får ett trevligt sommarlov, om ni inte redan har det, och ät mycket glass!
emoooo
For till stan idag. Hittade kläder till skolavslutningen. Mår fortfarande piss och orkar inte blogga. cya.
Feelings
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
You feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
You feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
You feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
You feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
You feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
You feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
You feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
You feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Neomu appa
Off my mind
Förstår verkligen inte hur vissa ELFs kan hata på Henry och Zhou Mi == De är båda grymt begåvade inom underhållnings-industrin(Om det kallas så..? D:) och de är helt adorkable irl ~~
De förtjänar inte all the hate som de får och önskar verkligen att de ELFs som inte gillar dem kan gå och ta sig en tankeställare och fråga sig själva varför de inte gillar dem .__.
Srsly, HOW CAN U HATE ON MOCHI OCH MIMI?
*gräver fram gifs*
Nej, jag är inte Henry biased. Vad grundar ni det på?
*råkar slänga in en printscreen på min skärmsläkare*
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HENRY FACTS!
FACTS
- Can speak six languages - Chinese, Taiwanese, Cantonese, English, Korean, Japanese
- Won many awards for violin, piano and dance
- Learned 11 years of violin, 6 years of ballet, and join competitions after learning 1 year of breaking
- Was nicknamed as “Leehom Wang #2” at school
- First appearance in Super Junior’s “Don’t Don” music video
- First live performance with Super Junior on KBS 2TV Music Bank
- Was chosen at the 2006 SM Entertainment Global Audition
- 16 year-old, Toronto’s Henry Lau, achieved great results for his level 10 violin exam at The Royal Conservatory of Music. He received a silver medal and the award ceremony will be held on the 27th.
- His blood type is AB
- Height : 180
- Weight : 53 kg
- His favorite color is white
- His favorite food is Lychee, sweets, chocolate
- His zodiac is snake
- His horoscope is Virgo
- Henry is SJM’s Maknae and the overall maknae in Super Junior (all 14 members)
- He has a dog name Rover and bird name Birdy
- he doesn’t follow his older brother on twitter
- Nicknames: Mochi(By China Strings: 年糕), Violin Prince, Meat Buns(because of his cheeks), Liu Fresh Flowers (Xian Hua means fresh flowers), Underwear Thief , Kid.
- He has a little sister name Whitney Lau and older brother name Clinton Lau
- He once stole Hankyung’s underwear and return it again without him knew about it
- His favorite sport star is Roger Federe and Andy Roddick
- His favorite soloist is Wang Lee Hom and Jay Chou
- He start playing violin at 6, Piano at 8, Ballet at 11 and electric ciolin at 15
- He once sing ‘I’m Yours’ with his violin as guitar *Strong Heart ep 49*
- He’s having a hard times learning Korean even he’s been staying there for 3 yaers
- His fanclub name is ‘String’ *why? i don’t even know! LOL*
- Henry and his Strings have a good and mutual relationship, Strings support HEnry and tells him how much he means to Strings and in return, Henry does everything he could to be closer to his beloved Strings, he tweets, he composes and he delivers what is expected of him. IOh btw, Henry follows fanbases dedicated to him ^^
- Henry’s mother explained that for Henry to achieve such a good score, talents, hobbies, and the teacher is very important. The teacher is especially important once you reach the high levels.
- His role model is Andy Lau and Super Junior member Lee Donghae
- Ever since the only 13 campaign, Han Geng (leader) is especially overprotective of Henry
- Bathe the least in SJM because he is always training until late at night
- Hates long hair styles
- His parents are said to have a very successful business back in Canada
- His grandparents on his dad side are considered wealthy in Hong Kong
- Henry doesn’t know how to swim
- The other members often make fun of his white soft skin
- Can not eat spicy food
- Loves lycee especially the ones from Thailand. While there he often stole lycee from the others
- He drinks tea every morning because his mom once told him to drink tea daily
- He obtained a score of 95 for his violin exam in January. He also received a silver medal as an achievement for level 10
- He has also performed at charities in the Chinese community
- He learn popping within only 1 year
- He has a private Facebook, twitter (@henrylau89), Youtube (henryzz89) and baidu
- He made his twitter account in the Philippines after SS2 Manila ^^
- He was casted by S.M. Entertainment back in 2006, he made a gust appearance in Super Junior’s 2nd Album single, Don’t Don with a violin interlude
- He got culture shocked with the skinship and buttslapping from his hyungs
- He thought Heechul was transgender because of his long hair and pretty face ^^ (ahaha i wonder how Heechul reacted)
- He calls Lee Sooman as Mr. Lee (other SJ members refer to LSM as their teacher ^^)
- He is known as a messy person and doesn’t really shower, but he can’t last a day without brushing his teeth
- He is close to f(x)’s Amber (duh wahahaha ) and he even tweeted a picture of him and Amber at the gym
- His first language is English and he knows Chinese, conversational Korean and Japanese and studied French back in high School
- He sang Sick of Love for SS2 as his solo, which he wrote and produced himself, though a studio version of this song hasn’t been released
- He was rumored to be the 14th member of SJ but instead got included in the sub unit SJM along side Zhou Mi
- His violin skills were utilized in SJM’s debut album
- He went to Berkelee College of music and studied Contemporary Writing
- He performed Baby (by JB) as his solo for SS3, he first performed this at SS3 Guangzhou last December 25, 2010
- if you are curious what is Henry’s ideal girl is… the answer is.. well he doesn’t have a particular list of what he likes so it changes in every interview
- During the promotions of SJM’s Super girl, whe he was asked who was his super girl, he answered, His Mom! *Mama’s Boy*
- He shared the same dorm with Zhou Mi when they were trainees
- He played violin for Heechul’s solo in SS2 entitled “temptation of Sonata”
- He was a featured rapper for Zhang Li Yin’s 爱我 (love Me) and Jino & Jonghyun’s duet Don’t lie
- He co-composed the song All My love (진심) with leader Leeteuk
- The leader-maknae tandem also worked together for SJ’s Repackaged album this time composing the song ”Andante”
- In SS3 Manila, Henry said that PhELFs are the loudest!
- In SS3 Malaysia, he said that 70% of his mentions in twitter is from Malysian ELFs
- He revealed in Strong Heart that his hyungs taught him korean pick up lines! (that was my favorite part on Strong Heart ep 49, CLICK THIS if you wanna know! i post them LOL)
- Henry revealed in a taiwanese variety show that he kinda dislike Korean food, and explained that for about a year, the only thing he could order is Chicken soup and had it almost every time~
- In the same variety program, when Ryeowook was asked if he was a good cook, he replied that he is not good at cooking that’s why Henry dislikes korean food, and he apologizes to Henry
- Henry has tiny yes and when Zhou Mi measured his eyes for a game, Henry’s eyes measured 0.5 inches (or was it centimeter wahahah a)
- he once wrote about his Ryeowook hyung for a magazine article
- Henry’s nickname is Mochi! named after the sweet Japanese treat bacuase when he was younger, he has super chubby cheeks and he is so fair that he looks like a mochi!
- his hyungs loves to pinch his cheeks.. (I think Yesung did that in SS3 Manila^^)
- Henry was partly accepted (back in the SJ13 days) because of his OTP with Ryeowook (that’s henwook !)
- He wrote the song off My mind which was released as his solo included in SJM’s Perfection Album. This, however, was supposed to be included as part of SJ’s single for the 4th album but the management thought that it suits Henry’s image better
- He actually watched at the sidelines while his hyungs Donghae, Eunhyuk and Shindong performed ‘Single Ladies”’ in SS3 Manila (and he was holding something like a pizza box wahahah )
- He translated in English for Leeteuk During SS3 Manila
- In SS2, during which the issue of Hangeng’s law suit errupted, Hangeng’s name was shouted by the fans during Henry and Zhou Mi’s parts which made him really upset and he posted on Baidu, ending with stateent of loving his strings for supporting him
- in a Taiwanese variety program, Ryeowook chose Henry as his ideal Boyfriend among SJM members because the latter was smart and knows different languages, but Wookie also revealed that the downside of it was that Henry was messy!
- Back in the early days of SJM, Henry translates for Ryeowook, now He partly translates for Sungmin with the help of Ryeowook ^^
- During their long stay in Taiwan, Henry brought with him his whole studio but he got the smallest room. Being the hyung that he is, Donghae switched rooms
- And this is Henwook’s known secret » http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aGVcaQMyCsI (wahahahah )
- in a sohu interview, when the MC asked who matured a lot, they all pointed to Henry. Hangeng explained that he grew in terms of height and Zhou Mi said that Henry transformed a lot from the 1st album which has an energetic feel boyish type of image to the 2nd album where the members are more mature ^^
- Wen 2 super girls (kids), named An-an and Yan-yan, were brought to the studio, and they were to choose each a member that appeals to them, An-an chose Henry and she said ‘No reason!”
- When asked to give a superman shirt to the members, An-an still gave it to Henry (rather fast but then Donghae and Hangeng tried to stop her)
- Henry brought out his guitar, played it and sang for the Taiwanese Elfs that gathered. outside their dorm! (that’s how much he treasures his Strings ^^)
- He once had a poll on what hairstyle looks good on him, hair up, Hair down, hair up with cap or hair down with cap. in the end he just looks too good in whatever his hairstyle is!
- “When I first met the members, they gave me a slap on the butt as a greeting, frankly, that was pretty gay” -Henry first impression to SJ
- Eunhyuk: “Even now, when Henry see Lee Sooman-sunbaenim, he still uses his english greeting of ‘Mr.Lee’
- Henry once gets a turn to clean the gym but instead he fell asleep and when he woke up he had seen the room is clean and it has been cleared by Ryeowook
- For the first time he appear as an Super Junior accompanist at ’Don’t Don’ (before entering the Super Junior), some fans think he will go to Super Junior, and it turns out he’s really into Super Junior and ELF against it and the fans formed group called 13 Movement
- Henry once replace Hankyung part in Super Junior M, but the crowd shouted down because they don’t like the new member in Super Junior. Siwon finally go ahead and be angry with the audience and told them to shut up
- Henry once wrote a letter on March 8, 2010 for the ELF who refused and those who are not happy with it. The letter contains a very sad feeling because it is not acceptable in the middle of the ELF. Henry is very disappointed with the treatment he received
- Henry once make Hankyung cry because he gave him food full of wasabi
- When Henry receive food with less wasabi from Hankyung instead saying thank you he said ‘thank you for letting me use borrow and use your underware’ *LOL*
- He was the dirtiest member in SJM, he can sleep without washing, changing and removed his make-up
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NEJ, JAG ÄR INTE HENRY-BIASED. JAG GILLAR BARA DEN LILLA MOCHI:N VÄLDIGT MYCKET.
Appa ~~
Hej jag heter Ella och jag har suttit och kollat på videos när Donghae pratar om sin pappa T___T Bölade jag?
Nej. Varför tror ni det?
För er som inte visste så dog Donghaes' pappa 2006 pg.a sickness *orkar inte översätta*
Han ville att Donghae skulle bli sångare, för det var hans dröm och han ville att Donghae skulle pröva. Så när Donghae sa till sin pappa att han skulle provsjunga, då sa hans pappa 'ja' och gav Donghae pengar.
Just innan Super Juniors' första win, så dog Donghaes' pappa.
*insert hemskt böl här*
Nenu ska jag ta bort sminket innan mina ögon börjar klia av alla de känslor jag känner just nu T___T
Night homies ~~
2ne1
Fick en fråga för ett bra tag sedan om varför jag är så 2NE1-biased. Tog migsjälv i kragen och tänkte besvara frågan nu:
Så, för kanske ett år sedan så kände det som att mitt liv sög jäkla strumpa. Kändes som att hela världen vände ryggen mot mig och jag kände bara att jag ville dö.
Jag hade lyssnat på en 2NE1 låt och det var Lollipop, för att de var med Big Bang. Men en dag satt jag inne på YT och kollade på olika kpopsubs kanaler och hittade Lonely. Lyssnade på den och fastnade för den och tyckte att den passade in ganska bra på min dåvarande situation.
Hittade sen Go Away och blev beroende av den. Meningen med låten, musiken, medlemmarna, CLs rap, allt. Började då sedan lyssna på alla deras låtar och jag kände att jag kunde relatera till alla, så därför blev de mina favoriter när det gällde tjej-grupper inom kpop.
Sure, jag gillar ju såklart andra grupper som SNSD, 4Minute, F(x) osv. Men det är något med 2NE1 som bara gör att jag blir kär i deras musik <3
Anledningen till varför jag gillar Ugly är för att det är en låt som jag tror alla kan känna igen sig till, migsjälv inräknat.
Refrängen är helt på engelska och jag tror att bara den gör så att folk kan känna igen sig, även fast man kanske inte förstår verserna.
*suger på att förklara*
I'LL JUST GIVE YOU LE TRANSLATION.
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[CL] I’m trying to smile brightly but
I don’t like it
I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful
Oh oh oh oh x 2
[BOM] I’m trying to sing but
No one is listening
I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful
Oh oh oh oh x 2
[DARA] Why am I this ugly
What must I do for me to be able to smile brightly like you?
[MINJI] I’m getting angry again, why can’t I ever be perfect
I simply put the blame on my ugly appearance in this broken mirror
[BOM] Don’t look at me, I hate this feeling right now
I want to hide away somewhere, I want to escape
This world is full of lies
[CL] I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly
[MINJI] Don’t tell me that you can understand me so easily
My ugly and crooked heart may even come to resent you
[BOM] Don’t force me to talk, I’m not right for you
The cold facade inside that patronizing gaze suffocates me
[MINJI] Don’t come closer, I don’t even want your concern
I want to leave away to somewhere, I want to shout out
This world is full of lies
[CL] I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly
[DARA] All alone
I’m all alone x 2
There is no such thing as warmth
There is no one by my side
All alone
I’m all alone x 2
I’m always alone
There’s no such thing as warmth
Next to my side, there’s not even anyone to embrace me
[CL] I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be prety
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly
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Jag vet att många av er kanske tycker att den här låten suger, för varenda människa är vacker. Det är sant, men det finns stunder då man inte känner sig så jäkla vacker eller bra som folk säger att man är. Med alla olika störda skönhetsideal nuförtiden är det helt förståeligt. Man vill liksom bara stänga in sig i ett rum och bara....skrika. För man vet att man aldrig kommer vara lika vacker som de människorna på TV. Säga vad ni vill, men folk dömer en alltid ifrån ens utseénde.
...shit. Detta blev ett väldigt deprimerande inlägg e__e Oh well, behöve skriva at mig!
Men till alla er små flickor som sitter och läser det här just nu, NI ÄR VACKRA. DET ÄR BARA JAG SOM HAR LÅGT SJÄLVFÖRTROENDE OCH ÄR FUL </3.
ADJÖKEN.
OMGOMGOFMGODF
WILLIAM OCH TORA NÄMNDE MIG PÅ SIN LIVESTREAAAAAAM MITT LIV ÄR FULLBORDAT!!!!!!!!!!
William: Ellaaaaaa....heeeej!
Tora:ÅH, jag älskar när folk skriver 'guys' med 'i', så amerikanskt!
khjdshfkjdskfhdksjfhjdksfhkjdshfjkdshjkfh
OCH NU NÄMNDE DE MIG IGEEEEEN. MITT LIV ÄR PERFEKT JUST NUUUUUUUU
*fangirlar*
An Cafe
Som många av er kanske redan vet så ska An Cafe ha världturné[INSERT SUPERAWESOMEDANCETRANCE PARTY MUSIC HÄRA] men de ska dock inte komma till Sverige T___T Dock så kommer de till Finland!
Jättekul för folk som ska gå, jävligt dåligt för Ella T___________________________________T
Mina föräldrar är fruktansvärt snåla nuförtiden och vägrar lägga pengar på någoting e___e Men det kanske beror på att vi ska köpa ny husvagn, mopedbil till mig och lite annat...MEN DET SKITER VI I.
Mina föräldrar vet hur mycket An Cafe betyder för mig, ändå får jag inte gå.
Har varit Cafekko i fyra år och det är två år sen Budokan och nu när de äntligen gör comeback så får inte jag se dem.
Livet suger ibland T___T
Och har hört nu att Lm.c typ ska komma till sverige och samma med Justin Bieber...SOMEONE, GIVE ME MONEY?
Feelings
MY dongsaeng
Tänkte skriva ett litet inlägg till min älskade-och enda- Dongsaeng: Emiz aka Emilia.
Emiz.
Jag minns dagen då vi träffades för första gången; du och Fazna stalkade mig och Mickis. [vilket var ganska creepy nu när jag tänker på det..]. Trodde först att du bara var en liten gullig unge men sen när jag kollade din blogg...håhå. då blev du mycket mer intressant min lilla vän.
När du sedan, några månader senare skrev till mig på Facebook och så började vi prata om den fina musikstilen som kallas Kpop. Och jag minns det som igår när du skrev till mig på fejjan och sa att du hade träffat Siwon. Oh, the memories ~~ Jag minns att jag var på After Ski i klinten och att mamma fick psyk på mig för att jag höll på med mobilen, men jag var för glad för att lyssna på henne.
Dagarna gick och jag fick på ngt magiskt sätt tag på ditt mobilnummer och då började det hela. Våran vänskap. [om man kan kalla det det ens...]
Vi pratade om allt mellan himmel och jord. Sungmin, Henry och alla våra kpop relateringar <3
När jag lurade dig att jag hade ändrat bias till Sungmin, vilket jag ångrar än idag. För din reaktion var helt priceless <3
Ville bara skriva detta helt poänglösa inlägg för att du är som en syster för mig, och jag saranghae mucho <3 nan neol saranghae ~~
Och jag ber om förlåtelse om jag dissar dina sms ibland, men det är för att jag älskar dig. xD
OCH BARA FÖR ATT DU ÄR MIN FAVORIT DONGSAENG, SÅ KOMMER HÄR EN LÅT TILL DIG, FRÅN MIG!
Oh, se detta som en födelsedags present från moí
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Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
Still Still Even as time goes by
Oh when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
Still Still Even as time goes by
........VAD ÄR DET MED MIG? JAG BLIR ALLTID SÅHÄR KÄNSLOSAM PÅ KVÄLLSKVISTEN...
WELL....EMILIIIIAAAAAAAAA~~ VET DUUUUU VAAAD?
KANGIIIN
Jag är så lyckligt just nu ;____; <3
Kangin har varit 'frisläppt' i ungefär ett dygn nu. När jag först såg videon från när han kom uttravandes från...det där stället, och in i Teuks' armar så var jag...glad. Min mage vändes ut-och-in och jag ville bara skrika av lycka. Men nu, ca tolv timmar senare, så känner jag mig fortfarande glad och jag känner hur tårarna bara vill falla.
Även fast jag inte har varit ELF lika länge som vissa andra, så känner jag mig ändå helt hel, nu när jag vet att en till medlem är tillbaka. Jag var inte med den dagen då han lämnade alla för armén. Damn, jag visste knappt vad kpop var då.
Just nu sitter jag bara och kollar igenom alla bilder från tidigare idag och lyssnar på gamla SuJu låtar.
Men jag lever i förnekelse.
För nu när Kangin är tillbaka, så kommer Leeteuk åka iväg. Inte nu, inte idag. Men inom några månader. Och jag vill inte ens tänka tanken att våran egna Special Guy åker iväg i två år.
Teuk har varit den bästa sortens ledare som Super Junior någonsin hade kunnat önska. Han har varit som en storebror för dem alla. Och tanken på att han ska lämna oss...jag vill inte ens...
Epik person på Tumblr:
These last few months have been very depressing for ELF.
Heechul left. He actually LEFT. That was surreal for me. It still hasn’t hit me yet because of his tweets & updates.
Leeteuk is leaving this year. I will cry. Leeteuk is probably 1/3rd of Super Junior despite having 15 members (yeah, it’s 15 & always will be. Suck it up, haters)
I was doubting SS5 & anyway it will be nothing without Teukie.
Yesung is leaving next year & everyone’s army enlistment dates are drawing inexorably nearer.
But Kangin’s comeback… It was like a breath of fresh air. That Super Junior was still standing. The light at the end of the tunnel. Military enlistments are NOT forever.
Our #1 Handsome Guy woke us all up. There is hope. All we can do is to BELIEVE & just be there when all of them are ready to stand on one stage together again - as Super Junior.
They are indeed THE LAST MAN STANDING.
'Nuff said.
Vi ska alla vara glada att våran no. 1 handsome raccon är tillbaka, tillbaka för att ge oss skratt och bra minnen.
Welcome back Kangin <3
Baby neol saranghae
We're young so we still don't know much
Misunderstandings easily arise even from trivial things
Both our eyes are blinded, our hearts dispersed
Untrue words come out of both our mouths
"Do I look that easy to mess around with?" The words you said
Every time you say that I can't breathe... please stop...
Small arguments snowball and resonate in this room filled with sounds of resentment
I must be, I must be crazy, I was so angry then
I pushed away your love, because I'm full of mistakes
We might as well stop if it's going to be like this,
Those were my thoughts for a moment. What happened to my mind?
I was exhausted every day, always colliding with limits of that person called me
Because of her selfish excuses and her useless pride,
She couldn't hold on to you even as she saw you slipping away.
Those weren't my honest intentions
"I love you, I love you," you always used to say
I still don't understand, no way no way no way
Without me, by yourself, it feels as if you're dying, you said
But your heart that went cold keeps saying to me, good bye
Baby, never say it again
What do you mean we're done, what we've been through
The long time that's passed and my memories with you keep coming back painfully
I went outside after writing lyrics for the first time in a long time
It felt like a festival. While I was there, it pulled me,
It was a cute and pretty card. I thought of you so I bought the prettiest one
But I'm just filled with regrets, I won't even be able to send it to you babe, words that will never be able to reach you..
It's just been sitting on my desk for days now
I really thought of going to see you today, gathering courage
But I stopped myself when I thought you might still be really angry
I've come to this state where I can't do this and that as I feel
Dear memories that I've built up for so long, be strong again
I can't let you go like this, please don't leave me
"I love you, I love you," you always used to say
I still don't understand, no way no way no way
Without me, by yourself, it feels as if you're dying, you said
But your heart that went cold keeps saying to me,
Good bye... good bye... goodbye...
Don't say good bye... good bye... good bye...
Does our relationship only mean this little? (no way!)
Even in this moment, it makes me look only for you (so wait!)
Don't go, don't leave, we'll overcome this difficulty
The promises we both made, where did it go?
People say, "Everyone changes, it's just like that..."
But in my heart and next to you,
There's still a space left for the both of us. From the thought of you,
I can't fall asleep again tonight, Baby I love you
Like a clock that's stopped, my heart is so broken
I'm always unable to leave, no way no way no way
Without you, by myself, I don't think I can live
But like a stranger, you end it by saying to me
Good bye.. good bye.. good bye..
Don't say good bye.. good bye.. good bye..
Good bye (I love you) good bye (I love you) good bye (I love you)...
Good bye.. good bye... good bye...
Misunderstandings easily arise even from trivial things
Both our eyes are blinded, our hearts dispersed
Untrue words come out of both our mouths
"Do I look that easy to mess around with?" The words you said
Every time you say that I can't breathe... please stop...
Small arguments snowball and resonate in this room filled with sounds of resentment
I must be, I must be crazy, I was so angry then
I pushed away your love, because I'm full of mistakes
We might as well stop if it's going to be like this,
Those were my thoughts for a moment. What happened to my mind?
I was exhausted every day, always colliding with limits of that person called me
Because of her selfish excuses and her useless pride,
She couldn't hold on to you even as she saw you slipping away.
Those weren't my honest intentions
"I love you, I love you," you always used to say
I still don't understand, no way no way no way
Without me, by yourself, it feels as if you're dying, you said
But your heart that went cold keeps saying to me, good bye
Baby, never say it again
What do you mean we're done, what we've been through
The long time that's passed and my memories with you keep coming back painfully
I went outside after writing lyrics for the first time in a long time
It felt like a festival. While I was there, it pulled me,
It was a cute and pretty card. I thought of you so I bought the prettiest one
But I'm just filled with regrets, I won't even be able to send it to you babe, words that will never be able to reach you..
It's just been sitting on my desk for days now
I really thought of going to see you today, gathering courage
But I stopped myself when I thought you might still be really angry
I've come to this state where I can't do this and that as I feel
Dear memories that I've built up for so long, be strong again
I can't let you go like this, please don't leave me
"I love you, I love you," you always used to say
I still don't understand, no way no way no way
Without me, by yourself, it feels as if you're dying, you said
But your heart that went cold keeps saying to me,
Good bye... good bye... goodbye...
Don't say good bye... good bye... good bye...
Does our relationship only mean this little? (no way!)
Even in this moment, it makes me look only for you (so wait!)
Don't go, don't leave, we'll overcome this difficulty
The promises we both made, where did it go?
People say, "Everyone changes, it's just like that..."
But in my heart and next to you,
There's still a space left for the both of us. From the thought of you,
I can't fall asleep again tonight, Baby I love you
Like a clock that's stopped, my heart is so broken
I'm always unable to leave, no way no way no way
Without you, by myself, I don't think I can live
But like a stranger, you end it by saying to me
Good bye.. good bye.. good bye..
Don't say good bye.. good bye.. good bye..
Good bye (I love you) good bye (I love you) good bye (I love you)...
Good bye.. good bye... good bye...
Kpop illuminati
Jag har just spenderat några timmar med att kolla på Kpop Illuminati videos och jag har aldrig varit mer arg.
Ord kan inte beskriva all den vreden jag känner nu, srsly e__e
*tar ett djupt andetag*
Som att man döljer ena ögat är tydligen ngn slags illuminati symbol, och bara för Minzy gör det i I am the best och att GD gör det i Heartbreaker så är YG satanister.
Dessa symboler är säkert ngt slags tecken för illuminati, men jag tror inte att artisterna direkt väljer att göra vissa, eller så vet de bara kanske inte vad det betyder. Jag menar, att man har fingarna i en cirkel runt ögat (suger på att förklara) betyder inte alltid 666. Det är liksom ett vanligt tecken för 'OK'.
Och i vissa MVs finns det den dära jude stjärnan, och då är tydligen YG fortfarande satanister! Som när Minzy gör den dära 'train-humping' dansen i I am the best och på hennes keps så ser man den dära jude stjärnan OCH DÅ ÄR MINZY SATANIST. ELLER NGT.
jag blir bara...dkjsdkljs
Och tydligen så är regnet i Hyunas' 'Change' Rainman, och ett annat namn där djävulen är tydligen Rainman!
SE VIDEON! DELA MIN VEREEEEDEEE!
och nu menar visar jag inte min vrede bara mot kpop, utan hela musikindustrin!*suger fortfarande på att förklara*
Sure, de här gesterna/teckenena är säkert illuminati, men jag tror inte att de direkt MENAR att de är satanister or whatsoever. Och producenterna lade säkert bara till dem för att det ser bra ut.
Den här 'faktan' är helt irrelevant för mig.
I'm singing my blues ~~
The winter had passed
And the spring has come
We have withered
And our hearts are bruised from longing
I'm singing my blues
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
I'm singing my blues
The love that I have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh
Under the same sky, at different places
Because you and I are dangerous
I am leaving you
One letter difference from 'nim'^
It's cowardly but I'm hiding because I'm not good enough
Cruel breakup is like the end of the road of love
No words can comfort me
Perhaps my lifetime's last melodrama
Now it's final curtain is coming down
I was born and I met you
And I have loved you to death
My cold heart that has been dyed blue
Even with my eyes closed, I can't feel you
The winter had passed
And the spring has come
We have withered
And our hearts are bruised from longing
I'm singing my blues
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
I'm singing my blues
The love that I have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsty.com/bigbang-blue-english-lyrics.html ]
I feel like my heart has stopped beating
You and I, frozen there, after a war
Trauma, that has been carved in my head
Once these tears dry up, I will moistly remember my love
I'm neither painful nor lonely
Happiness is all self-talk
I can't stand something more complicated
It's no big deal, I don't care
Inevitable wandering, people come and go
I was born and I met you
And I have loved you to death
My cold heart that has been dyed blue
Even if you have left, I'm still here
I'm singing my blues
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
I'm singing my blues
The love that I have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh
Again tonight, underneath that blue moonlight
I will probably fall asleep alone
Even in my dreams, I look for you
And wander around while singing this song
I'm singing my blues
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
I'm singing my blues
The love that I have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh
I'm singing my blues
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
I'm singing my blues
The love that I have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh
And the spring has come
We have withered
And our hearts are bruised from longing
I'm singing my blues
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
I'm singing my blues
The love that I have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh
Under the same sky, at different places
Because you and I are dangerous
I am leaving you
One letter difference from 'nim'^
It's cowardly but I'm hiding because I'm not good enough
Cruel breakup is like the end of the road of love
No words can comfort me
Perhaps my lifetime's last melodrama
Now it's final curtain is coming down
I was born and I met you
And I have loved you to death
My cold heart that has been dyed blue
Even with my eyes closed, I can't feel you
The winter had passed
And the spring has come
We have withered
And our hearts are bruised from longing
I'm singing my blues
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
I'm singing my blues
The love that I have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsty.com/bigbang-blue-english-lyrics.html ]
I feel like my heart has stopped beating
You and I, frozen there, after a war
Trauma, that has been carved in my head
Once these tears dry up, I will moistly remember my love
I'm neither painful nor lonely
Happiness is all self-talk
I can't stand something more complicated
It's no big deal, I don't care
Inevitable wandering, people come and go
I was born and I met you
And I have loved you to death
My cold heart that has been dyed blue
Even if you have left, I'm still here
I'm singing my blues
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
I'm singing my blues
The love that I have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh
Again tonight, underneath that blue moonlight
I will probably fall asleep alone
Even in my dreams, I look for you
And wander around while singing this song
I'm singing my blues
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
I'm singing my blues
The love that I have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh
I'm singing my blues
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
I'm singing my blues
The love that I have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh
I think I'm ugly
I’m trying to smile brightly but
I don’t like it
I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful
Oh oh oh oh x 2
I’m trying to sing but
No one is listening
I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful
Oh oh oh oh x 2
Why am I this ugly
What must I do for me to be able to smile brightly like you?
I’m getting angry again, why can’t I ever be perfect
I simply put the blame on my ugly appearance in this broken mirror
Don’t look at me, I hate this feeling right now
I want to hide away somewhere, I want to escape
This world is full of lies
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly
Don’t tell me that you can understand me so easily
My ugly and crooked heart may even come to resent you
Don’t force me to talk, I’m not right for you
The cold facade inside that patronizing gaze suffocates me
Don’t come closer, I don’t even want your concern
I want to leave away to somewhere, I want to shout out
This world is full of lies
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly
All alone
I’m all alone x 2
There is no such thing as warmth
There is no one by my side
All alone
I’m all alone x 2
I’m always alone
There’s no such thing as warmth
Next to my side, there’s not even anyone to embrace me
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be prety
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly
Några sanningar
- Jag öppnar mig ganska ogärna för folk och jag pratar knappast med folk om hur jag känner. Anledning: Vill inte besvära folk med mina problem.
- Äter inte grönsaker, sylt, frukt(förutom banan), potatis mf.l
- Känns som att jag är den enda bland min irl vänner som inte gillar att fara ut varje helg. Sitter hellre hemma xD
- Har dåligt självförtroende, därför har jag väldigt svårt att skaffa vänner. För jag tror hela tiden att folk snackar skit om mig och inte gillar mig.
- Stör mig på att de flesta i min klass går omkring och säger att jag är kort.
- Går aldrig någonstans utan min mobil och headset.
- Har svårt att visa folk att jag bryr mig om dem, vilket leder till att folk tror att jag inte gillar dem e__e
Why am I the only one who's not normal?
